bloop. today is day one of my attempt to lose 35+ pounds before summer. (approx. 5 months) i weigh 176 pounds currently, and i want to be down to at least 140. i want to tone my muscles, get down to at least 20% body fat (i’m guessing i’m around 40-ish?%), and basically make my body less like a chubby beyonce’s. i’m doing this for myself, purely because i’m tired of not being able to breathe when i do simple things like rolling over in bed to grab another slice of pizza, i’m tired of my stupid hourglass figure & womanly stupid curves & stupid huge boobs & stupid bubble butt. hopefully i’ll have less dysphoria, feel better about myself, and become overall happier because of the endorphins & shit that working out produces. i’m going to *ATTEMPT* to eat healthy (food is my best friend and soul mate guys this is gonna be so hard)
but one day, i’ll be able to look in the mirror and not want to punch myself in the face for being a lard ass.